Flame of Thoughts

9.29.2009
MOVED!

Hey everyone! Just would like to inform you that I am abandoning this blog (*sniff sniff). But the good news is, I HAVE A NEW BLOG. :) Click the link below:

THE DIARY OF A MISFIT

Labels: blogging

8.22.2009
Shoutbox Problem

So I'm back. It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. I had been very busy at the office the past weeks. There were a lot of deadlines to meet. It was so exhausting and very stressful. I was over-fatigued.

I didn't update my blog but I visit and check (if the net connection is okay, it sucks big time!) if someone had posted on my shoutbox. It upsets me, really, when I see that there are no new posts. I didn't notice that there was something wrong with my shoutbox form. Not until now. Something's missing in the form. The frame for posting!

I apologize to all of my visitors who were not able to leave notes on my shoutbox. I didn't know that the form for posting is missing when I think I have copied and pasted the correct codes. I will fix it when I have enough time and my net connection is okay. As of now, please bear with me. Thank you.

P.S
I watched the PBA Legends this evening and I had so much fun. I got to meet Kenneth Duremdes, Johnny Abarrientos, Gerard Francisco who was super cute, Bonel Balingit who was so funny, Rodney Santos and others.

Labels: basketball, blogging

7.30.2009
I LOVE YOU??

Why do the words 'I LOVE YOU' need an answer?
Though all of us know it is NOT a question.

Labels: love

7.29.2009
Yellow Ribbon for Pres. Cory.

Do you have a Twitter account? If yes, please join the cause YELLOW RIBBON FOR PRES. CORY and your profile image will have the Twibbon, that will help people recognize you as a supporter of the cause.

I've joined and supported, how about you? Support it now!

(My profile image with the Twibbon)

Yellow-Ribbon-for-Pres-Cory

Labels: health, life

7.20.2009
'Here we go again'

I was supposed to be at the office the whole day last Saturday to have an overtime... but an unexpected issue got in between me and my office mate, who happened to be my classmate in college. We had a fight, the worst fight we had after 5 years of being together. After the fight, I decided to go home and to not go back to the office whether my project officer gets mad at me or whatever. I had the whole afternoon to have some rest. I slept for like 2 or 3 hours. When I woke up, I turned on the TV and as I was browsing or should I say looking for a channel that airs a good show, CS9 caught my attention. It was airing the Clear Men Future League. I tuned in when I heard that it was the Day 1 for Cebu Leg Tryout. I have a long attention span when the topic is about Cebu specifically Cebu Basketball. You may be wondering why. Well, it's because my ultimate crush is a varsity player in Cebu.

This guy had been my crush for 3 years now. Several friends have told me to stop my 'kahibangan' with him. I thought to myself that maybe they're right. Why do I keep on liking that man when I knew very well that he doesn't like me? Of course, he doesn't know me... hahahaha! I busied myself with my office works that I had forgotten about him, things changed a lot. I used to think about him every day and night but not anymore though sometimes I remember him when I am alone or I watch basketball or I pass by DPWH (he used to be a player for the DPWH Provincial Office Basketball Team). I tried to convince myself and everyone that I don't like him anymore. Was I successful? I don't know.

Now back to what I was watching... I was hoping that I would see him on TV. Each team were interviewed. I was concentrating when suddenly, I shouted, no, I squeaked because he was there! He still look. He was smiling while his teammates where commenting about their opponents. And that smile never fail to melt my heart. <3>

I texted my closest friends about what I saw on TV. One friend commented, 'You're inlove again'... I was suprised with her reply. Why on earth did she say that?! Did I really fell out of love with HIM? or the person I was when I was head-over-heels with HIM had just returned? I'm confused. Then I realized that it is easy to convince yourself that you're not inlove with that person, until you see that person one day, then your damn heart and mind whispers... 'Here we go again'.

Labels: crush, love

7.14.2009
Lottery

Friend: Girl, what if you win the lottery, what will you do with your money?
Me: How will I win the jackpot prize if I don't bet?
Friend: Shhh. Just answer the question. It's a WHAT-IF!
Me: (thinking)

...

Me: If I win the lottery, I will travel around the best places on earth. Then, I'll put up a business, investment, you know. Then ---. You?
Friend: And then what? Me? Same as what you're gonna do.
Me: Then... then I will buy Harry Potter's wand and Edward Cullen's mind-reading talent.
Friend: What the!
Me: I will also buy a TIME MACHINE so all people could go back in time to correct their mistakes and to do what they would have done before, correct their regrets in life.
Friend: You're so emo.

I wasn't joking when I said those.
And there's one more thing I want to do with the money IF I win the lottery...

...I'll call on the greatest medical practitioners in the world and make a CLONE of the man that I love. A clone that has a mind that will tell him about a girl (me) who loves him unconditionally and has a heart that will FALL IN LOVE with ME. He may not be perfect, but he'll always be the BEST.

Pathetic and impossible, I know. But winning the lottery may be a once in a lifetime experience, so make the most out of what you've won. And that's what I wanted.

Labels: dreams, life, love

7.13.2009
Billy Crawford

My last blog entry was about Billy Crawford and Sitti concert and my cam. Here's the video of Billy that I took just before my cam died.